Tuesday, March 10, 2009

In the Wine Time

8:50am Wake up to the Today Show
9:10am Dance Workout
10:00am Shower, clothes, Fiber One cereal w/ a glass of OJ (not from concentrate *wink wink*)
11:00am To Theater for another 10 hour day.

And I go at it full speed ahead. Smile... check. Eye contact... check. Laugh and touch the arm... check. Anticipation for whether or not I am prepared for the day...check. Ok, ok I think I got it down. Now I have rolled through the day and feel relatively accomplished by 9pm.

I get home, knowing I gotta get this and that done. But what do I really want to do. What is my mind telling me to do. Well... sistayvonne is telling yo girl to run to the MetroMarket before it closes in 15min to grab a buttery bag of popcorn, curl up into bed, and watch the food channel.

MmmmHmmm. And we all say, well, why not?!? Its what you want. Its what yo body neeeeeds. Actually its what my mind needs. That odd point in our full, TOO long, day that turns away from the prep work and turns to comfort. That tempting, tapping sensation that nibbles at your core.

Sometimes its not that cookie or bag of popcorn. Its a smooth, deep glass of red wine that makes you feel as if you are helping your heart before you lay it to rest. Or what about organizing the mail that has been sitting on your table, because you just cant work in a dirty space. Haha! Well whatever it is, it gives me that sense of closing the door for the day instead of continuing with it. So thank you for the signal, body, I might just take you up on it tonight. But if I don't, no hard feelings, there is always tomorrow

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